Wow.. I'm so happy today...
Just now go out with my fiancee...
Marah pon dah hilang psl dah jumpa...
Then ketawa2... joke around.. kesian dia tk cukup tido...
Then we go eat and watch movie... Obsessed...
then check weight with Jane.. what the fuck.. seems like so fat...
Bored.. tapi still can eat nasi beriyani & ice cream!
What the hell... Haha...
Happy & I miss him a lot...
Maybe dis is what love feels like huh??
Everytime he still looks so cute to me no matter hw tired or busuk or dishevelled or tk terurus he is...
Dats my baby... :)

Another 2 more months n it will be our 2 yrs anniversary... Huhu...

My fiancee is not a bad person...
But he dunno how to amek hati wanita..
I guess its good that he's not a ladies man...
But it makes me depressed. N sad.
Tapi smlm aku really malu dgn remy..
Psl otak aku serabut jadi mcm gitu.... Malu tau!!!

My fiancee is a very cruel person...
He does not love me anymore. He doesn't seems happy to hear my voice.
Just now I called him and he does not even talks.
He likes to sleep and he does not even care anymore...
He does not know hw to make a girl happy.
I kept thinking all these words when i put down the fone with him.
And suddenly.. at home... I got to know that I lost my hp.
Now my fiancee makes me lost my hp. And Remy have to clear up the mess for me and fetch the hp for me.

Its difficult to have a fiancee like this.
Always making me unhappy.
What kind of life is this anyway?
Is this the kind of life that he wants?
Sometimes u will question the meaning of love... with a person who always seems like he doesn't care at all. In his everyday life dia cuma buat:
1) Tido
2) Smoke
3) Mkn (sekali sekala aje)
4) Kerja inc. OT
5) Minum coke
6) Sex
7) Watch porn/gore
8) bebual dgn aku sekali sekala
9) watch movie dat he likes
10) Jln sorg2
11) Play IPOD when he's nt doing all the thgs above.
Mcm tkda benda tk berfaedah kan?

I think its a chance meeting.
Its definitely fate. When he came to take the perfume, Remy seems to get along well with my grandma, uncle and auntie.
N how did he suddenly became my dad's colleague.
Suddenly, he knows everyone in my family. Dat is kind of scary.
N he is really kind... he helps me sell the perfume too.
Brought me to a clinic and hear abt my problems... n he told me he could bring me to JB and even to the kubur coz he alwayz visits his father's grave and I could visit my mum n my grandpa.
He seems kind of sumthg... coz he didn't get to know me earlier.. before i became someone else fiancee...
But... my heart only belongs to one and nothing cld change that...(even though he's nt as gd as the others).
If he is okay, I will let him get to know my sister.