The day has finally arrived...
I'm so excited to be his fiancee... But God... Pls clear up my face...
Amin...
I will do my very best best. Jiayou!

Hi Blog...
I'm happy... In two days.. I will be tunangan org already...
And... In a year time... Hopefully, I will be Ridzwan's wife...
And aft that... I think mmg dh ternyata n tertulis yg jodoh aku bkn dia.... Norhasri....
I can't believe that I'm so naive as if to fall for him... He's heartless enough to leave me alone in this world... Full of sadness... That was the time...
I hope I cld forget every piece of memory that I had with him. N let it remains that way.
There is nothing to lose... because Ridzwan loves me a million times more n he is a million times better than him...
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Di dalam kesunyian... Ku rasa gelombang nya...
Menyintaimu... Satu kewajipaan... Tapi tak terluah dgn perkataan...

Tika fajar menyinsing... Ku sentuh sinar kasih...
Dari matamu, dekat & terasing... Aku menanti singkapan tabir cinta...
Aku menanti saat menjadi nyata...

Haizzz...
Nahar, Nahar...
Maseh tk berubah dari dulu smp skrg...
Proves that at that pt of time you only like me b'coz of my body...
Full of perverted talk on msn...
U and Alfie who likes me the most ryte...
Haha... what an idiot... Lucky that I did not fall for you... :)

Dear blog...
I will tell you the truth...
I've nvr felt so alone in my life.
Seriously.. My friends all have their own issues with their life and they r not particularly overjoyed with the news... Some take it like.. "Okay, yeah... U're getting married... Dats great.."
Some will call me desperate to get married... that married is not such a nice thing...
So... I guess I wld just like to keep it to myself...
I would do my own thing... Search for my own things...
My family also have their own issues... N my nenek keep on harping abt nk kahwin...
Must chg this and that.. Y can't she juz let it be? Let ppl juz do thgs their own way...
I will ensure that Wan n Me will be very happy together... Insyallah...
We both love each other too much already...

Luckily, my bf is very sweet... I cld feel that he did loves me much much more semenjak kita dh nk dekat2 tunang nie... Sometimes, he wld like to smile to himself.. n then be xtra happy...
Everytime nk jumpa aku n berkepit.. I think juz with my presence, he cld be very happy...
Then I won't mind lah... He's suffered for too long i guess... N I've suffered for too long too...
So we both really treasure each other a lot...

"No MatTeR hOw Much Ur HeArT iS GrIevIng.. iF u KeeP oN bEliEViNg.. tHe dReAm ThaT u WiShed FoR WiLL cOmE tRuE!! ANd Its TRuE.. :)"

Smlm... My bf was really really sweet to me...
I noticed that this couple of days... Dia slalu je nk melekat dgn aku...
Haha... coz dia love aku...
Then aku tgk kalau nk balik... mesti je dia mcm gelisah...
Rupa-rupanya... dia ckp yg dia slalu susah nk berpisah dgn aku bila nk balik...
Hehehe... So swit kan matair aku...
Then aft dat bila dia dh smp umah, dia kol aku...
N dia ckp yg actually dia mcm tk percaya yg dia nk kahwin dgn aku...
N its such a nice feeling that its indescribable... Wow... Hehe...
Actually aku pon sama... feels that way too...
N then aku cerita kan all those thgs... N i can't believe that he cried too...
I really love him to bits lah...
N I hope that this feeling would last forever...

Hi ya all...
Yesterday.. On Saturday, 21st of March,
I went to buy a ring with my future mother-in-law...
So happy.. Imagine, its my first ring... And its a tunang ring...
So, to cut it short... We met at Lot 1 and then fetch my bf...
Then we go to Ming Seng Jewellery... Which is so nice...
Since I actually wanted white gold.. N when I reach there, I saw that the gold is
actually not really gold... So I change my mind...
Then, when his mum pointed out a ring, I saw that its actually quite nice...
And I look and look at others too...
And then, I saw one which is very nice... Like i'm attracted to it...
So, I ask to take a look n his mum also said it's very nice...
But.. the price is like S$500+ and I pity my bf...
So.. I tried both rings, n that one really fits my finger!!
So its fated to be with me... And when I saw others, I also that I like that one still...
And then his mum wants to buy for me another ring for everyday wear...
N I dunno what to buy coz I was embarassed n touched... actually...
N Angah pulak dtg n it was an awkward moment pulak...
Aku takut mak dia ingat aku sengaja pulak buat gitu coz aku tk trust mak dia...
So... aft that we went to eat n then we go back...
N me and him watch movie.. which is very boring...