What a sad & gloomy day for me.
Sharon is alwayz enjoying herself & "torturing" me.
In reality, she doesn't know wats a hard life really is.

My bonus is far, far away. Haizzzz...
5 and half more months to go. :(

I completely do not understand why ppl do not want to admit their mistakes.

It's obviously her mistakes and she wanted to shift the blame on other people and let out her unhappiness. Even the boss thinks she is wrong so that means she is really wrong.

And do you really have to gossip in chinese abt the person who's obvious abt it even though she does not understand chinese??

It really makes me so damn mad!! Why do I have to take all the blame when she is the one who shifts all the work to me??!

I really hate her. N i'm stuck in this job for dunno how long.
Haizz... Dat's life.

Smlm... dia tanya aku whether dia nie jahat sgt ke?
Apa yg dia dah buat smp aku tk suka dia? I dunno why... It's kind of sad really.
But I felt that what sins I have made to God, since I got a guy like him?

Actually..... It's quite true that he nvr did anythg directly hurting towards aku.
And I know dat he loves me... But sometimes his actions are infuriating.
Sometimes, i juz felt that I can't accept his actions sometimes.
The heartache will forever be with me, since I don't have such nasty pasts for him to be heartaching over.
It does seems like he doesn't deserves me but overall he's actually not dat bad of a person.
Maybe he's extremely weak, but he's not bad.

Kalau dia loves aku, he wld forgo the hotel thg and be a gd guy and save the money rather than spend it and then end up have to withdraw frm the joint account.
When he knows dat money is a very important thg to me...

And I really don't like him to keep quiet. But since he said, wat I said is all true, then I guess that he don't have anythg more to say...

Kdg2... aku rasa aku sendiri yg contradicting, since I believe that humans make mistakes, he made mistakes, then why did I feel geli/jijik if he tells me stories abt the past??

Psl... dia yg sendiri melebih2 cerita kdg2 buat aku geli... yucks.
Pada aku he likes to talk abt his first ex... n the thgs dat he did (like following her blindly)n dat makes me more angry and hates him more. N she's not even a sweet young thg.

Maybe it's all my mistakes. I overestimates my own weakness.

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