I'll be the one... Ooh oh..
I guess you were lost when I met you..
Still there were tears in your eyes.. So out of trust and I knew..
No more than mysteries and lies.. There you were, wild and free..
Reachin' out like you needed me.. A helping hand to make it right..
I am holding you all through the night..
I'll be the one.. Who will make all your sorrows undone..
I'll be the light.. When you feel like there's nowhere to run..
I'll be the one... To hold you and make sure that you'll be alright'..
Cause my faith is gone.. And I want to take you from darkness to light..
There you were, wild and free..
Reachin' out like you needed me.. A helping hand to make it right..
I am holding you all through the night.. I'll be the one..
Who will make all your sorrows undone.. I'll be the light..
When you feel like there's nowhere to run.. I'll be the one...
To hold you and make sure that you'll be alright..
You need me.. like I need you..
We can share our dreams comin' true..
I can show you what true love means..
Just take my hand, baby please..
--> This is such a romantic song.. If a guy were to sing to her gerl.. :)
Friday, July 27, 2007
You had my heart. And we'll never be world apart.
They be in magazines.
But you'll still be my star.. Baby, cause in the dark.
You can see shiny cars.
And that's when you need me there. With you I'll always share.
Because…
When the sun shines, we'll shine together.
Told you I'll be here forever.
Said I'll always be a friend. Took an oath, Ima stick it out till the end.
Now it's raining more than ever.
Know that we'll still have each other.
You can stand under my umbrella.
You can stand under my umbrella, ella, ella, ey, ey, ey.
Under my umbrella, ella, ella, ey, ey, ey.......
These funky things. Will never come in between.
You're part of my entity..
If for infinity.
When the world has took its part.
When the world has done its cause.
If the hand is hard.Together we'll mend your heart...
They be in magazines.
But you'll still be my star.. Baby, cause in the dark.
You can see shiny cars.
And that's when you need me there. With you I'll always share.
Because…
When the sun shines, we'll shine together.
Told you I'll be here forever.
Said I'll always be a friend. Took an oath, Ima stick it out till the end.
Now it's raining more than ever.
Know that we'll still have each other.
You can stand under my umbrella.
You can stand under my umbrella, ella, ella, ey, ey, ey.
Under my umbrella, ella, ella, ey, ey, ey.......
These funky things. Will never come in between.
You're part of my entity..
If for infinity.
When the world has took its part.
When the world has done its cause.
If the hand is hard.Together we'll mend your heart...
MEMORIES OF THE PAST:
July-Aug 2006 --> Ina & Yanoz (The Caring Guy)
This is not really my guy.. Its just something that developed feelings between us.
He's really a nice & sweet guy.. Always fetching me back home. N he nvr took advantaged of me.. But at last he and me can't be together due to some unspecified reasons.. :)
July-Aug 2006 --> Ina & Yanoz (The Caring Guy)
This is not really my guy.. Its just something that developed feelings between us.
He's really a nice & sweet guy.. Always fetching me back home. N he nvr took advantaged of me.. But at last he and me can't be together due to some unspecified reasons.. :)
MEMORIES OF THE PAST:
From Dec 2005 to June 2006 --> Ina & Hasri (The True (Or Fake?) Love)
We know each other from the Internet. Had to say that this is my first real "love" and also the first that i got into a relationship with someone from the internet. But alas sad to say, relationships which are based on lies are usually hard to survive & last long. You'll alwayz be part of the memories.. good or bad.
From Dec 2005 to June 2006 --> Ina & Hasri (The True (Or Fake?) Love)
We know each other from the Internet. Had to say that this is my first real "love" and also the first that i got into a relationship with someone from the internet. But alas sad to say, relationships which are based on lies are usually hard to survive & last long. You'll alwayz be part of the memories.. good or bad.
Known her from Primary School.
Been my best friend for 5 years.
Siti Radhiah and Natasha = FRIENDS FOREVER.
I have a couples of other close frenz but their pics are not uploaded.
1) Maisarah
2) Dewi
3) Farhah
4) Epah
5) Fifi
6) Yaya
7) Sheikhah
8) Dayah
9) Khamelia
Even though we did not communicate alwayz... N some of you are engaged and maried.. I still treasure u guys as my true frenz.... Hope our friendship will last forever.. LOVE U GUYZ!!
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
I just hate it when ppl makes me sad or angry in the morng.. It seems like almost everyday, HE (my dear ex) is affecting my emotions n moods. :( I dunno why... N it will turns up i will be so emotionally depressed that i tend to resent guys... N this is affecting my personal life.. I hardly had anymore dates nowadays.......
Like today's morning for example.. He asked me what time did i go back yesterday frm work, what time i reached wdls mrt n what time i reached home.. and it turns out that he SAW me at wdls mrt.. N yesterday i coincidently went back with Faizal (Itu pon coz he said he's not meeting me), the technician at my werkplace.. N he just assumes things!!!!! If he's jealous, he can just says so.. Why does he need to accuse me that i've got a bf n everythg?? I never LIE abt all these thgs okay?
Doesn't he knows that i'm actually longing to meet him too? I even cancelled the plan to visit my fren who had an accident just b'coz of him!! N at last, he said that he's meeting his cousin at wdls.. SO what can i say?
It's purely coincidental that i met Faizal at the bus stop n we went back home together!!
Why must he blames me when he himself are hiding SECRETS from me??
Does he thinks that i just imagine the testimonial from the gerl to be there?
N does he thinks that i'm stupid enough not to know that he deleted all the testimonials before approving me? Like Duh!!!
You are such a DISSAPOINTMENT, NORHASRI BIN YUSOFF!!!
Like today's morning for example.. He asked me what time did i go back yesterday frm work, what time i reached wdls mrt n what time i reached home.. and it turns out that he SAW me at wdls mrt.. N yesterday i coincidently went back with Faizal (Itu pon coz he said he's not meeting me), the technician at my werkplace.. N he just assumes things!!!!! If he's jealous, he can just says so.. Why does he need to accuse me that i've got a bf n everythg?? I never LIE abt all these thgs okay?
Doesn't he knows that i'm actually longing to meet him too? I even cancelled the plan to visit my fren who had an accident just b'coz of him!! N at last, he said that he's meeting his cousin at wdls.. SO what can i say?
It's purely coincidental that i met Faizal at the bus stop n we went back home together!!
Why must he blames me when he himself are hiding SECRETS from me??
Does he thinks that i just imagine the testimonial from the gerl to be there?
N does he thinks that i'm stupid enough not to know that he deleted all the testimonials before approving me? Like Duh!!!
You are such a DISSAPOINTMENT, NORHASRI BIN YUSOFF!!!
MEMORIES OF THE PAST:
May 2005-Dec 2005 --> Ina & Dino (The Monkey Love)
I got to know him ard early March 2005. Through a fren's fren. At that point of time he just came out from (you know where ryte).
Of course my first impression of him is not gd lah.. who wants a guy like that ryte.
But my first impression of him (as in looks) was quite okay lah.. U know this type of guys always have the looks ryte..
But our first meeting is at Causeway Point with my fren and his fren (my fren's fren also). Then he walked me home..
We barely talked coz inside my mind i was thinking.. What the hell do i talk to him? Like i know how to talk to an ex convict?
Thats my first time tau knal2 with a guy like him.. After that he says that he will call me when he's free.
Coz he dun hav a hp.. Then suddenly a few mins later he called. So fast ryte.. He said why i action just now? Mcm taknak layan dia.. He also that i look sweet.. :)
Duh.. Then he said he's staying kat umah nenek dia in wdls 600+.. coz his real hse is at Whampoa. That is the beginning for me and him.. We met a few times. He sound me a total of 3 times from March until 12th of May. I hesitated coz i dunno if i can have a future with him. Then at last, i decide to accept him and give him a chance. Coz he touched my heart by doing sumting.. :)
But on three conditions.. i did asked him to continue studies, find a job n dun fight2 anymore lah.. then he said he will try to do it.. But in the end of course he did not do it.. Which makes me very dissapointed. I decide to end the r'ship ard early september because of an undisclosed reasons and also because he's posessive of me but at the same time i found out that he's been in a romantic contact with a gerl. But we did continue to msg each other and sumtimes he will insist to meet me (like bln puasa).
Later on, its fated that his cousin wanted to get to know me at Pizza Hut Lucky Plaza. I actually didn't know that was his cousin. It was only later on did i know abt it because Dino always talked abt his cousin. He was quite angry abt it. But he can't say anythg because he n me is officially not together. N dats when i get to know that the gerl he's been contacting is also his cousin's ex!! N the gerl yg msg him cozz his cousin alwayz used his hp to msg his then gf.. N yg peliknya.. Dino can layan her some more. Which makes me more angry!!
I decided to call it quits for real when ard Dec he asked me for money (again!) even though i'mnot his gf anymore.. So i asked his cousin to pretend to be my bf. Haha!! He was damn mad.. Coz in his thinking.. i chose his cousin out of all ppl.. just to spite him.. I just knew it. He kept on sending abusive msges to me. But yg peliknya he didn't msg anythg to his cousin. The last straw was when he told me that his cousin got a tattoo at a body part which i dunno of (coz i'm not his gf wat). I know that he's hoping we will fight b'coz of this (coz he knows that i dun really favour tattoo guys!).. Haha..
He can't really win this time lah.. Clever of me ryte?
May 2005-Dec 2005 --> Ina & Dino (The Monkey Love)
I got to know him ard early March 2005. Through a fren's fren. At that point of time he just came out from (you know where ryte).
Of course my first impression of him is not gd lah.. who wants a guy like that ryte.
But my first impression of him (as in looks) was quite okay lah.. U know this type of guys always have the looks ryte..
But our first meeting is at Causeway Point with my fren and his fren (my fren's fren also). Then he walked me home..
We barely talked coz inside my mind i was thinking.. What the hell do i talk to him? Like i know how to talk to an ex convict?
Thats my first time tau knal2 with a guy like him.. After that he says that he will call me when he's free.
Coz he dun hav a hp.. Then suddenly a few mins later he called. So fast ryte.. He said why i action just now? Mcm taknak layan dia.. He also that i look sweet.. :)
Duh.. Then he said he's staying kat umah nenek dia in wdls 600+.. coz his real hse is at Whampoa. That is the beginning for me and him.. We met a few times. He sound me a total of 3 times from March until 12th of May. I hesitated coz i dunno if i can have a future with him. Then at last, i decide to accept him and give him a chance. Coz he touched my heart by doing sumting.. :)
But on three conditions.. i did asked him to continue studies, find a job n dun fight2 anymore lah.. then he said he will try to do it.. But in the end of course he did not do it.. Which makes me very dissapointed. I decide to end the r'ship ard early september because of an undisclosed reasons and also because he's posessive of me but at the same time i found out that he's been in a romantic contact with a gerl. But we did continue to msg each other and sumtimes he will insist to meet me (like bln puasa).
Later on, its fated that his cousin wanted to get to know me at Pizza Hut Lucky Plaza. I actually didn't know that was his cousin. It was only later on did i know abt it because Dino always talked abt his cousin. He was quite angry abt it. But he can't say anythg because he n me is officially not together. N dats when i get to know that the gerl he's been contacting is also his cousin's ex!! N the gerl yg msg him cozz his cousin alwayz used his hp to msg his then gf.. N yg peliknya.. Dino can layan her some more. Which makes me more angry!!
I decided to call it quits for real when ard Dec he asked me for money (again!) even though i'mnot his gf anymore.. So i asked his cousin to pretend to be my bf. Haha!! He was damn mad.. Coz in his thinking.. i chose his cousin out of all ppl.. just to spite him.. I just knew it. He kept on sending abusive msges to me. But yg peliknya he didn't msg anythg to his cousin. The last straw was when he told me that his cousin got a tattoo at a body part which i dunno of (coz i'm not his gf wat). I know that he's hoping we will fight b'coz of this (coz he knows that i dun really favour tattoo guys!).. Haha..
He can't really win this time lah.. Clever of me ryte?
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
MEMORIES OF THE PAST:
March 2005 --> Ina & Zul (The Gay)
This one is just someone that i know from Pizza Hut last time.. At first sight, i think he looks normal and kinda cute you see.. We grew closer coz we stay very near to each other so we usually go back together.. when he's not werking also he will fetch me.
Then after we stead, i heard from my colleagues that they were shocked that i stead with him since they said that he were a gay.. Then, i was shocked!! I immediately asked for a break up and he said if i do that, he threatened to kill himself!! What a loser ryte.. At first i thought he was serious.. but when i consult my frenz n sis they all say it was just a way for him to threaten me.. Haha!!
So stupid lah aku nie!!!
I just heck care and terus ignore him. Cuma kdg2 rasa takut je if he stalked me..
March 2005 --> Ina & Zul (The Gay)
This one is just someone that i know from Pizza Hut last time.. At first sight, i think he looks normal and kinda cute you see.. We grew closer coz we stay very near to each other so we usually go back together.. when he's not werking also he will fetch me.
Then after we stead, i heard from my colleagues that they were shocked that i stead with him since they said that he were a gay.. Then, i was shocked!! I immediately asked for a break up and he said if i do that, he threatened to kill himself!! What a loser ryte.. At first i thought he was serious.. but when i consult my frenz n sis they all say it was just a way for him to threaten me.. Haha!!
So stupid lah aku nie!!!
I just heck care and terus ignore him. Cuma kdg2 rasa takut je if he stalked me..
Monday, July 23, 2007
The other day i met a very very nice abang..
Abg Fadoli.. He intoduce me to the world of Insurance..
Prudential company.. No. 1 insurance in Singapore..
The prospect is very gd.. Although i still doubt my credibility..
Its kinda funny coz in my 21 yrs of living.. i've nvr ever think of joining an insurance company as a career.. But aft he explains it, i kinda change my mind..
I told him i'm scared that i can't get clients... But he assured me that he n his manager will help me..
As long that i believe in it n have that drive to succeed..
I'm sick and tired of ppl downgrading me anymore lah..
Its purely my choice as wat i do in life to upgrade myself...
So dun ever criticize me or watever i do..
If it is my mistake that i've done, i will gladly admit it.. But if its not,
then i won't ever take the blame..
Should i forever be nice & sweet to people who are not kind to me?
Should i always be blame for everything even though its not my fault?
"Do not let today's dissapointment cast a shadow on tomorrow's dreams!"
Abg Fadoli.. He intoduce me to the world of Insurance..
Prudential company.. No. 1 insurance in Singapore..
The prospect is very gd.. Although i still doubt my credibility..
Its kinda funny coz in my 21 yrs of living.. i've nvr ever think of joining an insurance company as a career.. But aft he explains it, i kinda change my mind..
I told him i'm scared that i can't get clients... But he assured me that he n his manager will help me..
As long that i believe in it n have that drive to succeed..
I'm sick and tired of ppl downgrading me anymore lah..
Its purely my choice as wat i do in life to upgrade myself...
So dun ever criticize me or watever i do..
If it is my mistake that i've done, i will gladly admit it.. But if its not,
then i won't ever take the blame..
Should i forever be nice & sweet to people who are not kind to me?
Should i always be blame for everything even though its not my fault?
"Do not let today's dissapointment cast a shadow on tomorrow's dreams!"
Sunday, July 22, 2007
With the way that u're treating me.. I do think i have a change of heart alreadi.....
Sumone told me that maybe u're just not sincere enough.......
But, why are we so alike in features and characters?
Why do i feel a LOVE so strong towards you?
Diff from what i feel from the others?
Why do i feel the bond that is so strong.....sumtimes i can feel it in my HEART?
After so long.... I've cried again.. and i just can't sleep thinking of YOU.
Sumone told me that maybe u're just not sincere enough.......
But, why are we so alike in features and characters?
Why do i feel a LOVE so strong towards you?
Diff from what i feel from the others?
Why do i feel the bond that is so strong.....sumtimes i can feel it in my HEART?
After so long.... I've cried again.. and i just can't sleep thinking of YOU.
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