I really hates it when Nadyia said that i shld just forget it abt the cpf thingy...
But i'm not her... Its not abt the money issue... its abt the moral & integrity of a mly muslim boss/employer who did not conduct a proper business and even wants to hold back a meager sum of money from his employee cpf which he had already deducted frm the employee's pay...
Furthermore it's my first full time job.. n i dun think he shld do that to me. :(

I really admire this Azren guy (my colleague) same like how i admire Abg Fadoli.
That is how a true man has to acts. Must plan everythg for the future & work hard to save money. I cans see that he's working hard towards his future & saving harder. Even just now he was already enquiring with hdb for a flat & taking up loans n bank loans. He knows that he's gonna get married in 2 yrs time and he was planning for everythg... everythg... His fiancee shld be lucky to get a husband like him. :)
Even Kamal & Sham is working hard & saving hard for their upcoming marriage. N they r all younger than Wan. Why r they thinking maturely but Wan is not?

That's the prob with my bf that will arise when you r being too pampered by your parents n everythg in your first marriage is being sponsored by your parents except for the duit hantaran. It means trouble for the second marriage. Really big trouble.

Its very diff with my bf. He nvr plans n nvr do anythg for the future. He said that we're gonna get married in 2 yrs time. Its not a long time for a couple n what he only knows is to talk.

I'm not saying that he's a bad guy.. But sometimes i find it dissapointing if the only thg that he thinks n talks abt is sex. N when i meant planning abt the future is not planning abt just the sex thg!
Sometimes i think & think whether did i get the right guy??
I shld think that sex is the only thg in his mind n everytime what's on his mind is that the planning on when to meet me so that he can do that things n aft that it's all back to square one.

I do give him hints & scenarios sometimes but he just doesn't get it.
I dunno what did he do with his first marriage (n who planned it). But all i can say is that for an experience guy in this marriage thg, he does not looks so experience at all.

I can see that Bobby is going thru what my bf is going thru in his first yr of marriage. But maybe Bobby's situation is a bit diff coz Bobby is more patience type of guy so they didn't quarell often like Wan & his ex wife.
I really dunno wat to say.. I'm kind of sick & tired of it actually.. but i just kept quiet.
Maybe its not the right thg to do..but i really dunno how to bring up the subject. I dun want him & other ppl to think that i'm so desperate.
I'm really not desperate to get married coz i'm still young but i just dun think that this is the right way for a guy to behave when he knows that he wanna get married in 2 yrs or less n he's always sakit & all.. It's not wrong for him to feel that way but it is just appropriate for him to feel that way aft we r married so that there r no more restrictions.

Such a dilemma. :(
Pls dun make me give up this r'ship.