ALL THE THINGS THAT I SHOULD LOOK FORWARD TOO TO MAKE MY LIFE MORE MEANINGFUL:

1) 21st June: My 23rd Birthday!!
2) 22nd June: Spend time & relax
3) 23rd June: Accounting course
4) 28th June: Volunteer work
5) 1st July: GST Credit & Pay
6) 1st wk of July: Meet up with Friends/facial
7) 15th Aug: Take baju frm tailor @ JB
8) Middle of Aug: Book bridal spa package
9) 22nd Aug: Start of fasting
10) 20th Sept: Hari Raya Aidilfitri
11) 27th Oct: My dear birthday!!!
12) Hari Raya Haji, and all year end holidays...
13) 6th Dec: Book MPH/take up driving license...
14) Dec/Jan: Buy hantaran dulang
15) End of Jan '10: Another payrise!!
16) Feb '10: Studio photoshoot/selection of clothes
17) March '10: Berkat and wedding cards and finishing my accounts course... Insyallah!!!
18) Early June '10: Final fittings, facial n spa...
19) 6th of June 2010: My fairytale wedding!!!!
20) 7th of June: Off for honeymoon...
21) 21st June: My 24th Birthday as a wife!!!

I never needed you to be strong...
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs....
I never needed pain, I never needed strength...
My love for you was strong enough you should have known...

I never needed you for judgements...
I never needed you to question what I spent....
I never ask for help, I take care of myself...
I don't know why you think you've got a hold on me...

And its a little late for conversations...
There isn't anything for you to say...
And my eye's hurt, my hand's shiver...
So look at me and listen to me....

I never needed your corrections...
On everything from how I act to what I say...
I never needed words
I never needed hurts
I never needed you to be there everyday....

I'm sorry for the way I let go...
From everything I wanted when you came along....
But I'm never beaten... Broken not defeated...
I know next to you is not where I belong...

And it's a little late for explanations...
There isn't anythg that you can do...
And my eye's hurt, and hand's shiver....
So you will listen when I say....

I never thought... I'd... be in love like this...
When I look at you my mind goes on trip...
And you came in... and knocked me on my face...
Feels like i'm in a race....
But I already won first place...

I never thought I'd... wld fall for you hard as I did...
You got me thinking about our life, our house and our kids....
Every morning I look at you and I smile...
Cause boy you come around and you knocked me down.... knocked me down....