Thursday, 18th of October 2007 --> Nur Haseenah & Ridzwan.

I've finally accepted him.. And i really hope that this new relationship with him will last forever...

Amin.

I've been thinking abt it lately...
And i've come to a solution that...
The only way that i can accept Ridzwan is that for me to let go of my past.

Which is actually NorHasri...
The rest is unimportant coz they dun affect my life as much as he does...

My heart juz ache everytime i saw his pic!

So, i hope i can devote my attention to Ridzwan although he actually has been treating me like a gf all along...

He's always so sweet.. that he almost melts my ice cold heart!

I took this pic last night aft a movie date with Ridzwan..

I think its already my 6th date with him and counting.. Wow!

I've never last for more than 2 dates with any guy.

Usually in that case if its more than 2 dates, then the guys will already be my boyfriend.

But, he and me haven't yet commit to each other.. Well kind of. But i think i like him.

Maybe i've fallen for him.. Hmm.. :)

Juz now... HE juz told me something so unexpected...
He's also a divorcee... Haizz... Why am i always stuck with a divorcee?

But when i think it again, maybe it's juz fated to be...
And.. he asked me again... whether we can be together...
But i am juz too afraid to give him an answer... :(
Is there such a thing as scared to be heartbroken again?

Today.. I'm meeting him yet again? Hmmm.... This definitely means something ryte?
Why am i agreeing to meet him so often if i do not have any feelings for him?
So confusing....

Dear Allah, Berikanlah aku petunjukmu sekali lage..

Mlm raya.. I went to geylang with Ridzwan...

Coz he asks me out yet again... :)

Dahlah mlm sblm tu dah pegi geylang sama2... hehe.. Dia temankan aku buat henna then he carry my bags.. So sweet!!

At first, kita gi metro je... to buy my handbag... Then we bought his clothes... And then baru gi geylang... First time gi geylang masa mlm raya... So pack!

Kat geylang, kitta jumpa radea jap.. tu pon plan mcm tak btol... Tak tau knape mcm mendak sey... Dahlah ramai org.. Abeh radea dah interrogate dia, dia mcm tak comfortable gitu...

Dahlah dia pemalu... So aku hint2 kat radea to juz drop the subject lah...

He is so sweet.. Temankan aku je mana aku nak pergi...

Panas plak tu... Org dah sesak2... tapi tis yr sumer org mcm tkda mood raya gitu.... tak tau knape.. Haizzz...

He's really a nice guy lah.. pergi & balik we took cab... Kesian dia...

Then mlm raya aft kita balik... i think he sound me again... The next morning, he msg me saying "gd morning baby.. Selamat hari raya, maaf zahir & batin.." I'm so touch lah.. coz no guy ever make that effort to even say such a sweet & simple word..

Then we discover that our baju colour really match.. coz we exchange photos afterwards... So sweet... Hehe.. I dunno why i'm happy lah... I dunno if i've fallen in love with Ridzwan...?

Btw, dats my pic on first day of hari raya... And the colour of this font is my baju raya colour.. :)

I dun have his pic to upload... but he looks handsome lah.. esp with his songkok... haha... duh!!