Yesterday..........
Something disastrous happened.

A guy called me a FUCKING BITCH.
When i did nothing wrong to him..
Except that i said that i am not interested in him.
And not interested in having a relationship.

Apart from the FUCKING BITCH, HE said that i was a LIAR, who's very UNFRIENDLY, LIKES to MANIPULATES GUY and THINKS HIGHLY OF MYSELF.

Then he said that he's not a kid that i could play with..
So fine!! Why doesn't he find another girls then?
Why keep pestering me until i have to ignore him?

DUH!!!
I really had enough of all these crazy GUYS!!

I have my own life to live!!
My own tears to wipe!!
My own dreams to fulfilled!!
And my own destiny to reached!!

15/08/07 --> I'm sick of all the unwanted attentions from guys.

Anyway, now i've been addicted to the "Beautiful Girls" Song!!

Here's the combined lyric from Jojo and Sean:

You're way too beautiful girl...
That's why it'll never work...
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal...
When you say it's over...
Damn all these beautiful girls...
They only wanna do your dirt...
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal...
When they say it's over...

See it started at the park, used to chill aft dark...
Oh, when you took my arm... That's when we fell apart...
Cause we both thought that LOVE last forever...
They say that we're too young...
To get ourselves sprung...
Oh, we didn't care... We made it very clear...
And they also said that we couldn't last forever...

I remember when i was hanging with my friends...
That's when i caught your eyes.. You thought that i was fly...
Then you wished that i would be your baby...
You try to get some game... Asking me girl whats your name...
All that ice upon ya chain... So i asked you the same...
Something tells me that we'll have fun together...

I ain't easy to find.. I'm one of a kind..
Oh when i judge your wine..
I know you're only mine.. Tonight is yours...
Tomorrow is for another guy..

See its very divine.. You're one of a kind..
But you mush up my mind...
You ought to get declined...
Oh Lord, My baby is driving me crazy...

I'm way too cool for ya boy.. Thats why it'll never work...
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal..
When i say it's over...
Damn all these beautiful girls...
We're only gonna do your dirt...
We'll have you suicidal, suicidal...
When i say it's over...

It was back in 99, watching movies all the time...
Oh when i went away.. For doing my first crime...
And i never thought that we're gonna see each other...
You've been calling me.. Leaving messages all week...
Cause your curiousity got your knees weak...
I'm not looking for a man.. So i don't want no confusion...

See it's very divine.. You're one of a kind...
But you mush up my mind...
I know you're only mine...
If you stick around...
Be careful not to fall in love...

You're way too beautiful girl...
That's why it'll never work...
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal...
When you say it's over...
Damn all these beautiful girls...
We're only gonna do your dirt...
We'll have you suicidal, suicidal...
When i say it's over...

Now we are fussing.. And now we are fighting...
Please tell me why... I'm feeling slighted...
And i don't know how to make you better...
You're dating other guys.. You're telling me lies...
Oh i can't believe what i'm seeing with my eyes...
I'm losing my mind.. And i don't think it's clever...

Now a couple of months have past..
Never thought that it would last...
Oh everybody asked.. How ya got a girl like that?
But you should've known..
That nothing lasts forever...
I've mushed up your mind... When i tell you lies..
But boy don't be surprised that i'm seeing other guys...
I'm too young to settle.. And..
You should've known better...

I'm way too cool.. For ya boy..
That's why it'll never work...
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal...
When i say it's over...
Damn all these beautiful girls...
They only wanna do your dirt...
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal...
When they say it's over.................... :)

Around early last week.. there is this one african/french foreign talent footballer wanna get to know me.. (Duh!)
He was asking me for directions when he suddenly asks me my name... And as usual.. he thought that i was not malay..

It won't be so suprising if i were to be in a club or something(which i don't btw) but it was early in the morning while i was on the way to work...
He wanted to have breakfast with me...
But i said i was late.. and he offered to send me to work..
So i said there is no need for that.. and he insist to give me the cab fare.. I was so embarassed to create a scene there so i just took it and when i'm inside the taxi that i realized it's $50!
Then i was thinking should i return it back or not...
And he kept asking for a date.. The other day i've already agreed for a dinner.. Only as a friend...
But, i think he was hoping for something else...
Which i've make it clear that it is not possible between us!
But he did not seem to understands it.
Plus he does not seems to give up!!
Or.. maybe he just won't accept it that a normal girl like me would reject a handsome & rich footballer like him? I would never know....

Plus.. Norhasri (my ex!) ditched me again!
If he is really busy or working overtime, he could just tell me that he won't be meeting me but no, he won't reply my msg or even answer my call that day!
Luckily i did not wait him for too long...
I was super pissed off... and kinda sad & heartbroken too...
Why must he hurt me again & again? :(