I do not understand this world sometimes...

Why do u wanna bitch behind my back juz because of a $100 increment?

Duh! It makes me so upset.

Guess ppl likes to talk so much.. When they are conscious abt their own selves.

I actually just got to know that my senior wants to delay our pays coz some guys offended her the other day.
And she was pissed off.
Astaghfirullah... :(

See i've told you?
I've long seen her true colours.

*Feeling Stressed*
When he seldom & rarely sleeps.
Sometimes he every few hrs called me when he cannot sleep.
Then i will sometimes wonder, what did he do if he can't sleep?

SO UPSET!!

PERVERT AGAIN.
AT WORK.
NO NEED TO SAY WHO LAH.
JUST WANNA SAY THAT I'M UPSET!

"A heart is a fragile thing. That's why we protect them so vigorously, gives them away so rarely and why it means so much when we do..."

When i turn 21, i have a different perspective in life..
But still, whatever kesusahan aku, ppl can nvr know..
Except for those who are really2 close to me.

Itu pon u can't really expect ppl to understand ur problems 100%.
SO.. conclusion is u will always have to depend on urself only.
Coz u noe urself better than anyone else..
And i'm sure everybody only wants happiness in their life ryte...

Plus after i've reach the age of 21, i have resolved to have only happiness & prosperity for every single day that i live until the day that i'm gone.

*Just enjoy the moments.
*Avoid any conflicts.
*Be happy always.
*Take the day as it is.
*Learn to be happy always.
*Be more forgiving.
*Give them a smile everytime ppl de-motivates u.
*Learn to accomodate diff types of behavior.

I really hope that aft this there won't be anymore sadness in my life except if its unavoidable sadness such as death.

Ever wonder why i nvr wrote much abt my family?
Coz.. dere is really nothing much to write abt. My family is not that close.
Because of my dad.
But whatever happens, i won't let my siblings be separated.
Esp my fav sister, Ummu Aiman.
We, siblings are generally more closer to each other. :)
In future, when we all have our own families,
then maybe we can have gathering more often at each other's hse... :)
That's my dream for my family future..

The other day,
A fren told me indirectly that i usually tend to stead with guys because of their money?
What happens to morals & behaviors?
I'm actually so shocked that she could say that coz deep down inside me, i know that it's not like that.
My ex boyfriends are all not that loaded.
They all don't even own a bike or a car.
I still buy my own things.
I do not ever ask any of my exs or bfs to buy for me things.. or any expensive branded items.
If i ever want it, i could just find myself a SUGAR DADDY ryte?
Or i could just take that Billy footballer guy. I know that he's loaded.
He got an aura of arrogance when he walk & when he flash his credit card when he pays for the dinner that time.

I think she's just jealous coz she has a good for nothing guy who expects her to pay everything.