Kadang2 aku rasa... Wan nie mmg susah nk faham perasaan aku.
Tapi tk boleh nk salahkan dia lah... Org dia mmg mcm gitu.
Kalau terus terusan, aku mesti gaduh dgn dia....
I think leading my own life is better.. No need to confide anythg in him.
Life what I feel & all...
Dia bknnya faham. Some more aku bknnya ckp mak dia jahat.
Aku juz state aku nya point..... Knape aku perasaan mcm gitu....
Then nanti tk psl2 dia nk tuduh aku tk suka anak dia pulak...
Hmm... susah jgk.. mcm nk give up... Tapi kalau aku give up, bermakna aku kalah...
Actually family dia nt dat bad... So maybe aku juz buat bodoh jelah...
Leading my own life....
Maseh jauh lage perjalanan hidup aku... Byk lage yg harus aku achieve....
Utk mati meninggalkan nama....
Maybe Wan mmg ditakdirkan hidup gini.... Tk faham apa yg org lain rasa & ikut perasaan sendiri.
Tak fikir before doing anythg... Asal lantak dia jelah... Haizzz....
Nowadays workload quite high... Hari2 penat.... Tido pon lambat....
Complexion pon dah makin bad.... Stress!!
Byk benda nk buat & fikirkan... Bookings to be made....

Alhamdulillah.. dah dpt naik gaji...
Tapi dis whole catering thgs are making me crazy!!!
I hope that everythg is enough and went well...
Aku risau dgn wan jgk.. hope dia boleh save duit as per agreement...
Amin...
Tapi naik gaji pon dlm 1 day dh nk dekat half habis... Boring!!!
Nk kene belanja org... Beli tu, beli nie...