Friday, August 22, 2008

Sometimes I think life is really unfair...
But why does it have to be that way? Why do Wan hav to marry his ex wife and then divorce and then why does she have to marry my uncle??
Then since i married later, i should bear all the consequences....
Bored*Bored*Bored*
Blom apa2.. my wedding is spoilt.
Unless.. If i put a notice esp asking them not to attend...
Dat will seems evil esp since dats my relative... Duh!!

Why ehk? Why? Why? Why? Usually God gives this punishment to those who hav sinned... But is he showing that Wan is the one who's at fault?
That's why he arranged it this way??
Wan does his ex wife alwayz had it easy and he had it difficult?
Is it because he's the weaker party...?
Or is it God make it this way because ppl with more dugaan will emerge stronger??

U know why i nvr ever complaint abt my boss?? Because its a fact that he's nice to me (ever scold me one time only) and even though he's a bit stingy n expects his employees to do more (which what 99% of employers expect)... He's actually a nice guy. Alwayz giving ppl chance... sometimes.. too much until ppl could step on him though...
Hmm...........

Monday, August 18, 2008

Hiya all... Yesterday was my 10 months anniversary with Wan... :)

Time flies so fast... I'm glad I know that he's happy with me..

Coz i'm happy too juz being with him.. Thinking abt it, I could nvr imagine myself with another guy other than him.. Serious!!
And I could safely say that I love him more than Hasri now!! Yay! I love him more than my ex-es combined... I love him more than anythg else.. Except maybe Allah!
Even if one day, if... a very handsome, very rich, very hot guy came in into my life, I don't think that I could be with him or any other guy other than Wan.
I simply do not think that the other guys would love me as what my dear loves me.. Maybe they would pretend.. but I don't think it will be true.
Sometimes it scares you huh, when you realized that you could love a person so much.
I've never doubt his true love towards me simply because I could really feel the love.. N when you could feel the love, the pyhsical intimacy would come easily. I'm a very simple girl, I simply can't do it without love. That's a fact. So he does not need to worry abt me cheating him with others.... Hehe...
I hope the day will nvr ever come when I could not feel his love anymore... Then it will be a very sad, sad day...
I will love you dear!! Till eternity......... :)

Counting the days in becoming his wife.....................................