Saturday, 22/12/07, 11 pm:

I know that i told ya that yesterday will be my last blog...

But i can't help it coz i'm really sick today. Plus really sad too.
So i felt that i should let out my feelings since there's nobody that can help me.
I didn't even go out with anybody today.

I think there's no more life left in me. That's why i'm so weak today.

God, pls help me...
Pls show me the right path whether i should or should not continue this r'ship?

I will feel very bad if i leave him coz i know that it's not his choice to be sick & it's not his fault that he's acting this way.
But on the other hand, it also makes me suffer... If i have to endure this, then there'll be no more meaning in my life anymore.