The other day... I've got a really fantastic business idea........
I used to dream to open a cafe, n then a wedding catering n then a fine dining mly cuisine restaurant...
But all these requires lots of money....
So i came out with a service type of business...

But its always the same probs abt the minimum capital n there are no one to guide me through it.......

I really2 hope i can make it... If i start this business
My boss is kinda my inspiration.... He used to be normal like me....
But now he's quite rich... With a few companies...
Dat's an excellent motivation..... :)

The only option abt this business is that... I've to really2 make it in the financial advisor line...
Save a few thousands... N then i can launch this business...
But the prob is.. My heart is not into it anymore...
Coz lately there are a lot of reports on it, that i felt scared..
Furthermore, its hard to pass the exam.. it requires a lot of money n lots n lots of efforts!

These few days i can't help thinking abt the mistake.
Damn you ridhwan!
I must erase it quickly or it will affect my life.
Guys are always the same i guess...
No need for me to live in a fairytale world anymore.

Btw... Guess what?
The other day i got to know a guy thru msn...
N he turns out to be someone that i know frm the past...
Effendy!!

I kinda forget abt him.. But i refer back to my old journal/diary, now i understand why it happens...
But its okay.. Its kinda nice to have ur old frenz back...
Esp since u've change so much in these past few years that u've barely know urself...

I dunno if i'll ever get married... But i prefer not to think abt it...
Of course every women dreamt of having a nice home n a loving husband with adorable childrens...
But if it happens that i'm not destined to be all that, aku cuma berserah kpd tuhan...
Yg penting, i must succeed in my life despite all the probs that kept on appearing...

Signing off,
natasha fazlini