I THINK I'VE COMPLETELY LOST IT.

MANA NAK DEAL WITH BPK AKU YG BELO AND THEN HE'S IGNORING ME OUT OF SUDDEN.

ONLY GOD KNOWS THE PAIN & HURT.

MIGHT AS WELL I DIE RATHER THAN I FEEL THIS PAIN AGAIN.

DATS WHY I DUN WANNA BE IN A R'SHIP ANYMORE ONLY IF IT BRINGS YOU PAIN & MORE PAIN.

I USED TO THINK THAT HE WON'T EVER HURT ME.

BUT TODAY PROVES TO BE DIFFERENT.

I"M TRYING TO UNDERSTAND HIM BUT HE, HIMSELF DOESN'T WANTS ME TO UNDERSTAND HIM.

MAYBE YOU THINK THAT I DON'T LOVE YOU BUT.......................

ONLY GOD KNOWS HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU.