11/12/07:

Yesterday, i was on mc.

During evening, i was really frantic for nearly 5 hours coz my bf was suddenly hospitalized...

Dunno where to find him.. Dunno whom to call... Decided to call NUH and they said that he's in Emergency..

Dunno how many boxes of tissue i've used.. (Okay, that's a bit exagerating..)

Luckily, everythg was okay coz i was imagining the worst thg possible...

Thank god for everythg! I've prayed so hard for his safety and.. he has given us another chance to be together.

I was thinking if God were to take him away from me, i will not find another guy anymore coz i'm tired of starting a new relationship again.

I will leave everything to fate. Thanks again to you Allah.

I may not be a gd follower.. but.. i still have the faith & i still believe in you.