I've been thinking abt it lately...
And i've come to a solution that...
The only way that i can accept Ridzwan is that for me to let go of my past.

Which is actually NorHasri...
The rest is unimportant coz they dun affect my life as much as he does...

My heart juz ache everytime i saw his pic!

So, i hope i can devote my attention to Ridzwan although he actually has been treating me like a gf all along...

He's always so sweet.. that he almost melts my ice cold heart!