I really hope that on one fine day.........
My prince will come and find me to take me away from all these troubles and pretences in this world.
My whole life has been a pretence...
With no real happiness to begin with.

Now.. I have no more willpower to survive.....
The will just evaporates.. gone like the way i failed that test yesterday.
Coz.. Its hard to survive when you're just a nobody, poor and trying to make somethg out of myself but with no moral supports...
Cannot depends on others.. when you know that with every help that they give, they will always expect somethg in return.

Duh!! When will you ever learnt!

I wanna live a happy & contented life...
Everybody wanna lives a happy life...
But sometimes it juz seems that the choice is really not in our hands.

Signing off,
NATASHA FAZLINI