Just now just chatted at msn with Aishah, a fren of my ex, Z.
She said that he 24/7 says that he misses me a lot and always say that he really wants me back.
She also said that everybody (as in bdk2 kat sana) misses me a too..... So SWEET ryte..

But alas.. i got to know that he oredi quit his new job!!
The same old thing again.
I dunno wats going on inside his mind lah. Dun noe wat was he thinking.
And dah start lepak2 balik, tak tentu hala, mmg dah tak alik umah, minum, main takraw n bola 24 jam.. and the rest of the thgs that he did when he was with me.
That always makes me worried all the time!!

Kdg2 strez jgk must follow him and kalau tak smp hati tgk bf takda umah, kene temankan dia slalu, bwk kan or belikan makanan, takda duit nak kluar tgk wyg or just chill out at shopping centres, give him money for the ciggies and job interviews (which he nvr goes).. All the sacrifices that i made just for him.

He's really one of a kind lah.. selama we stead, we never even go out like a couple! Alwayz with his friends at the same area. Any gerl would get bored ryte?
But i'm the patient type coz i believe that he will change one day.

But he's the one who broke it off with me. Can't imagine my sadness at that point of time. My body was shivering all over coz i didn't really expect it to happen. It should be me who dumped him but instead he dumped me!

Now he's regretting it coz he noes that i'm the nicest gf of all and his frenz all says that he's stupid to let go of me.

N he expects me to accept him back? Duh!!
Coz i'm not the same Ina as he used to know.